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♥ That Penguin

♥I wanna be myself..♥.
I am gonna be myself.
Until I die.
Favourite lifetime philosopher, Mahatma Gandhi.
"Be the change you want to see in the world"
"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong"
"An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind"
"Hate the sin, love the sinner"
“God has no religion”
“The law of love could be best understood and learned through little children”
Hence, Shall Me, Myself and I give and take in life :)

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Random: I am a little blur gal!
Age : 1992..
Birth : Pisces, February and a Monkey baby!..

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♥ Cravings

Travel around the world .
Being successful one day .
Scoring distinctions.
Happiness .
iPhone .
Brains .
Laptop .
Chocolates .
Blue .
11As for my SPM .
Ambition .
Love .
Friends .
Fun .
Genting trip .
Piano .
Camera .
Sleep .
Food .
Money .
Good Husband .
Good Career .
Big House .
Meaningful life .
Health .
Wisdom .
Script off moral subject .
Script off SPM! .
Driving license .
TOO MUCH TO ASK????
Just building castles in the air anyway :P

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♥ Remainder Of My Life

*THE BLOGGER A.K.A WENNIEYUINX/PENGUIN*

once upon a time..looong looong ago...faaar faaar away... ^^

As the KMBS Children's camp faci!

*MY ONLY FAMILY*

Grandma

Sis finally graduate!

Mummy and I ^^

Daddy eating

Mannekan Pis

Daikache and I

Mom and dad :D

My DaiKaChe currently in Ireland

Eldest sis :D

Eye Of London

Penguin and Penguin's sister! XP

my happy family during my birthday 07'

love you grandma!

back at hometown!! muaxie!!

Paris
*MY BUDDIES*
My genting gang! :)

Percussioning :P

*MY BESTY AND MY CLASSMATES*

Jey's open house

JiaXin and I

Burger King

Watching Eagles Eye

*OTHERS*

Relatives! :)

MARCHING CHAMPION 2008!!

LEO CLUB

Assunta's Leo Club XP

shen+wen=shwen!

myself and aunty plucking rambutan!

look at daddy's and mummy's CHEEKY smile! :P

FOOD FOOD FOOD during CNY!

testing out games for the upcoming camp

jungle tracking gang

Rumah Kasih

ROCK ON LEOS

*CAMP FRIENDS*

MunSuet,Fion and US during LOC!

KMBS CAMP!

YanLeng and I

KMBS 4th Children's Camp

The Facilitators

Ah Beng, Charmaine, Shen :)

AaronPOK! :P

My tag

The Helpers during SJC

Swepy, Sien, Charmane, SueZanne

Vincent Oh My God!! haha

GENTING TRYBS

SYC 07!

D2YC 07 committee and participants + myself!! XD>br>

♥ 31 January 2008

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I have such a Messy Heart currently..

Was about to post about the happy moments I had throughout last year with shen..

Looks like I am not in a mood to do so -.-

What's up with me man.....

"Quit playing games with my heart"- a song that suits my life for now..

♥ My World My Life

8:23 PM

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Currently my eye's like a pair of Gold Fish~

Not enought rest, not enough sleep, too much tears poured!

Tomorrow ill be facing a small test in my tuition centre..good luck wenyuin..you can do it :)

As for me and shen, i just want you to know .... i still <3 ya as always..

Hope everything will be fine soon....

♥ My World My Life

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TAGGED!

All about me

Name: Wen Yuin

Single or taken: taken and im glad XP

Gender: female

Birthday: 21/2/92

Hair colour: BLACK! no mixture of anything..

Eye colour: black?

Height: 170cm

Are you straight/straight/straight?: Huh? *gives a blur face* I am straight x3!

Fashion stuff

Where is your favourite to shop for clothes?: Anywhere.. :)

Favourite designer?: Erm....???

What is your sexiest outfit?: swimming suit..haha

What is your most comfortable outfit?: baggy shirt and shorts ^^

What do you usually wear out?: As long as I am sure that im not naked! :p

Specifics

What kind of shampoo do you use?: depends on what my mom bought..

What are you listening to right now: Don't forget to remember me - carrie underwood

Who is the last person that called you?: Privina(my schoolmate and busmate who asked for my chemistry book! see, even sunday i cannot get myself out from school :P)

How many buddies are online now: 19

Favourites

Foods: Western...INDIAN FOOD (rasam..yum yum) and of course, MY MOM's and GRANDMA's cooking..hold on....shen can cook well too!!!

Girls name: Jennifer..somehow ..hehe

Boys name: Chin Shen! ^^

Period in school: Lemme think..err....Maths?

Animals: All baby animal

Have you ever...

Give anyone a bath?: GOT! myself! *haha*

Smoked: nah.....not even a sip

Bungee jumped?: how i wish i could do that...

Made yourself throw up?: nope..

Skinny dipped?: erk???

Ever been in love: Definitely! and the feeling's Pure! :P

Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Maybe in primary or kindergarten?

Picture your crush naked?: nah...

Actually seen you crush naked?: Yeah,half naked! ! ! Even my dad's half naked at home la...whats so abnormal?

Cried when someone died?: yes....what nonsense..

Lied?: who doesnt..Come to think about it, i should not actually commit this "crime" :P

Fallen for your best friend?: im not lesbian la....

Rejected someone?: yeah..

Done something you regret?: Yes...And it happened recently

Current

Clothes: baggy shirt and shorts

Music: I promise - stacie orrico (i promise ill neva hurt u anymore kay?)

Smell: Oxygen

Desktop picture: THREE little cute babies ^^

Cd in player: none

DVD in player: none

Last person

You touched: myself

Hugged: SHWEN!

You IMed: IM stands for???

You yelled at: ?????? i dont remember

You kissed: my pillow! lols

Are you...

Understanding: I can be..and i can be not

Open-minded: 80/30 i guess?

Arrogant: i dont think so cuz i love making friends

Insecure: Sometimes

Random: i dont know

Smart: i dont know

Moody

Recently Organized: Nope

Healthy: Just recover

Shy: yeah..sometimes

Difficult: 80%

Bored easily: yes and no

Obsessed: kinda

Sad: yes..VERY..especially your heart's sick

Happy: i dont think so

Hyper: not at all

Trusting: i shall trust someone from now onwards

Who do you want to...

Kill: rapist!

Slap?: nah..i don slap ppl

Got really wasted with?: Life

Get high with: Nobody so far

Talk to offline: nobody

Talk to online: shen and my sister

Random

In the morning I: SLEEP

Love is: sweetbitter

I dream about: Dreams

Sexual preferences: male

What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: a smile on his face :)

Which is better

Coke or pepsi: both taste the same

Flowers or candy: flowers

Tall or short: medium XP

Who...

Makes you laugh the most: My gang in school

Makes you smile: shen!

Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Someone

Do you ever

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: few hours perhaps?

Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: yes!

Wish you were younger: Yes!! less complicated

Number

Of times i have had my heart broken: Once..

Of hearts i have broken: I dont know

Of guys i've kissed?: daddy, grandpa, shen and the list goes on...not necessary lips only right?

Of girls i've kissed: mom, grandma and the list goes on...same thing right?

Of cd's i own: not much

Of scars of my body: my left knee and my tummy

♥ My World My Life

8:23 PM

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A POST POSTED AS A REPLY TO MY SISTER'S BLOG

Thanks for that post sister..Looks like it is specially dedicated for me huh? since it is, then i shall make one for you too! :)
Anyway, yes, looking at other people feeling happy makes me happy because it shows that I succeed of fulfiling my goal in life, which is ...

DON'T THINK WHAT OTHERS CAN DO FOR YOU BUT WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR OTHERS!

With them being happy, it will automatically create a happy environment..And that will benefit more than ONE..so why not?
In fact, i agree with you...At times, i care too much about other people's feeling that i often abandon my own..I am always down at the wrong time i guess because most of the time i could not find anyone to talk to..Even my own shen was being emo, who else can i seek for? Everyone i share my secrets and feelings with are the ones who made me feel down..with that, i give it a *BIG SIGH*..i cant do much..The only think i can do is to STAY STRONG! staying strong physically and mentally makes my heart weak..I am a human too! i do have feelings too..i do need people to care when i am down too..but where did everybody go? yesterday i received an UNWANTED sms by *not to be named* (A BOY who i HATED MOST-i seldom hate people you know..but he's one of a kind who i hated most...and he's the most not gentleman and childish boy despite his age on earth..) but who cares about a spoilt brat like him..the arguments that matters till today is the one i had with shen and you (forgiven and forgotten though ^^).. That added deep scars into me..

11.22am ...3/2/2008..The blogger's still feeling BLUE~

Anyway, because of you around sis, i can express 90% of my feelings most of the time..Thanks for listening although i know some of my stories are dumb XP But you DID listen..i still remember the memories we had when we were young..Playing "masak-masak" together..Pretending that we're in a bus on a swing together..! Pretending that we're a sales girl selling things that we found in "ama's house"! all that memories are meaningful to me..Because of that I can consider myself lucky to have such a great childhood life :)
Yes, i know im annoying and irritating when i was young..You know la, being the youngest and being young at that period of time, a person wont know how to think for others YET...! I remember once when you took a pillow on the crouch and pressed it on my face without knowing that i will suffocate..That makes me wonder "what kind of sis i actually HAD?" *laughs*..Thank god nothing happened!

Because if something happened, TAY FAMILY IS NO MORE COMPLETE...haha..*touch wood*

No matter what it is, PAST IS WHAT WE SHOULD FORGET AND FORGIVE, PRESENT IS WHAT WE SHOULD LIVE ON, AND FUTURE IS WHAT WE SHOULD THINK ABOUT...

and i 100% agree with ONE of your phrase!

"TAY FAMILY ROCKZ!"

-keep going- ^^

For Everyone Out There, A Brother Of Mine Got Me Strong By Sending Me A Phrase From His Friend..I Find It Useful For All The Negative Thinkers Like Me (present)..Therefore, I Shall Share This With You...

"if u manage to overcome all the difficulties, you will be stronger"

BUT it will not be easy, because it requires determination and patience

I shall bare that in mind..

shout out "DIFFICULTIES MADE ME STRONG! SO WHY AFRAID TO BATTLE? FACE IT AND I'LL BE STRONG IN FUTURE TO FACE THE WORLD"

♥ My World My Life

8:23 PM

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Ignore this post..just a piece of 'shyt' to bring my heart out since blog is the only one who listens..

12.49am on the 3/2/2008..The blogger's feeling emotionally disturbed..

cause : nobody brought me up most of the time when i am feeling blue..in fact, salt was added on instead..my negative feelings are accumulated without having the change to express them out to anyone...and that is how i feel the pain in me now..

result : heart is breaking silently when nobody knows i'm weeping softly...

And i Wonder...

AM I A FAILURE?

IS MY LIFE THAT MEANINGLESS? ISIT MEANT THAT WAY?

IS SUFFERING THE ONLY THING I MUST GO THROUGH?

Negative thoughts began to fill up my mind while the Positive thoughts i always had, flowed out of my mind like water!

Dad and mom..thanks for today..without both of you TODAY, my day is CRAPPY!
I've never really felt this way in my life before (negative emotions overwhelmed me)..
Despite of everything,Im always happy being around with both of you because i know, 'you' both are the only two who want the best in me!
Not forgetting my shen who supported me in everything i do..
but TODAY???
WHAT A DAY I'VE JUST WENT THROUGH

Heart aches when arguments HAPPEN..

Just argued a little with my sister..although it was minor, but i feel as though something had just striked my heart! sorry sis..i don't mean anything.. Was just telling the truth because who doesn't want her own family to improve and be a better person in future right? if i had done anything wrong, tell off straight on my face..! Whatever it is, i hate to hurt my parents (they really mean alot to me)..I tried my best to satisfy them by doing well and of course trying very hard not to hurt them with my WRONG action..I hope i did not disappoint them to have me as their child..We always hear, nobody's perfect! Bingo! Children will sometimes do wrong things due to the influences by friends or media..But no matter how wrong the children can be, Parents are always the 1st to stand up high and be ready to guide us to the right path..And im happy that my parents are actually doing well on that because they were always there for me whenever i need them..The sacrifices they've made are just so .......................*i just could not put these feelings in words* It is simply meaningful! Without them, who am i here?

On the other hand, i actually argued with shen over a small matter as well..That made me feel as though the world is gonna end ANYTIME..Flowers are wilting..Clouds over shadowing the bright sun..

heart is breaking silently when nobody knows im weeping..(so true)

I hope that would not happen anymore..Although we had an argument, yet, we went through it few minutes later..and im glad about it :)

TO EVERYBODY OUT THERE, I APOLOGIZE IF I EVER HURT YOU..WHETHER I WAS DOING IT IN PURPOSE, JOKINGLY DOING IT OR ACCIDENTALLY DID IT...

WORLD PEACE ^^

♥ My World My Life

8:23 PM

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TIME FLIES....If only time flies during school hours and STOP during the holidays..if only time does stop when I spend my time with shen :)

If only I possess this special power to do so.........Then, I wont be grumbling about life anymore eh? XP

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LIARS CAN BE SEEN BEHIND YOUR BACK EVERYWHERE IF YOU WERE TO REALIZE! This is Reality and This is Life! The fact that we're under the species of homo sapiens, someone who is gifted to have BRAINS in our heads!

People do misuse BRAINS to lie..Being intelligent enough to twist and turn stories just because they want to escape themselves from their responsibility or should i say, to escape themselves from getting into trouble after doing something wrong..It is just like You've made mistakes without saying sorry! Yesterday itself I've encountered two liars! As stated, i really do hate liars for some reason..
1st, they are not honest to their loved ones or friends (aren't because u love them,that is why you should not lie often?), 2nd, they are skipping responsibility by doing so, 3rd, they broke one of the precepts, 4th, *such a HYPOCRITE*, 5th, "YOU" are two-faced!

I wonder if shen would ever lie to me...If only everybody's being HONEST to each other, why conflict? why gossip? Yes, i agree that at times, we use "white lie" to avoid *broken hearts*..But if it is done repeatedly, i bet something or somewhere will go wrong somehow..Things will also be misinterpreted..With this reason alone, it can cause lots and lots of conflicts..On the other hand, sometimes innocent people is also brought into that conflict and sometimes were blamed..How could you protect yourself by harming others? It is just so selfish!

Besides that, i am really DISGUSTED by one "maniac" who lied! Well, as i say, This Is Life! It is always a natural respond to lie so that we're protected..

Honesty, to me only lies on my family..Others??? *think twice* i doubt so..!

Anyway, before i end my post, i shall share with all of you a phrase that got me impressed during chemistry lesson today..

- THINK OF WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR OTHERS, NOT WHAT OTHERS CAN DO FOR YOU! -

i shall try my best to accomplish this ^^ Something that will make my life filled with C O L O U R S
despite of the BLACK and WHITE found in life.. XP

♥ My World My Life

8:23 PM

♥ 29 January 2008

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The “I”, “my”, and “me” in this post does not refer to the original blog author. Since I am given the authorization to be a writer, I shall fully utilize my capability and creativity to make her blog more lively (not that it’s not lively now though). (And I just wish to spam a post on her blog since she spammed one on mine!)

My w3nw3n nowadays is filled with activities and she is busier than the working bee. Not only that, she is facing tons of stress (not that tons is enough to measure the pressure she faces) and I only wish that you guys/girls that interact with her, only with the intention of interacting with her to decrease her stress and not build more stress on her than she have now. Because if you do increase her stress level, you are also increasing my responsibility to make her happy (I only want to see her happy and always smiling as that is the thing I love to see most from her). And to anyone that feed upon her stress level as a way to release your own, you shall answer to my fist that shit face of yours. Anyone made my w3nw3n unhappy will answer to me! ^_^

ATTENTION! (To my w3nw3n), my heart bleeds as your tears flow. Don’t ever feel stress or unhappy k? If you do, let me know and I shall do everything I can to make you the happiest lou po alive as you’ve made me the happiest lou gong alive! ^_^

with love and care,
"blog owner's owner" lol.. if you made me yours than I am your's la! What nonsense... XD
muaxie....

♥ My World My Life

6:55 AM

♥ 18 January 2008

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A WEEK MORE TO ..........

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

wishing all of you gong xi fa cai! ^^

owh...simply cant wait for CNY..

-because i get a week of holiday

-no more school school and school

-get to reunite with my relative

-get to balik kampung

-before i forget, SAYA BOLEH DAPAT ANGPAU! yay~

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PEOPLE I TREASURE MOST

1st of all, my GRANDMOTHER exists! look at her cheeky smile :)

That's how I got my DADDY!

My MOM is then out on the year of 1957 (Malaysia's independence year) *unfortunately,i could not find any of my mom's parents' picture in my computer*

tada! a memory captured during a holiday in Kuantan!

Here's my PARENTS who got married..AND......That's when all of you get to see ME! ^^

Here's one HAPPY family!

And this is what I call the TAY sisters! :P

My sister and my parents! *my guiding angels*

My family + grandmom + maid = perfect!

Not long after that, I've grown up as a teen! And i was sent to a secondary school nearby (around 15mins drive from my house?)..That is how I met THEM! (the pictures below)

My besty, Jeyamalar! Arguments do occur, but she still do remain as a great friend in my heart..She had left a very great impact on me :)

Mabel and Pik Wah (a part of my gang in school)

And Daarshawnee too! That makes us FIVE including myself..

BESTYS ALWAYS!

My fellow Classmates who is FUN!

Most of all, on the year 2007 I met "someone" who's now a "special someone"

Here he is, ZackHary Yong Chin Shen! (luv tat name somehow)

And again?!?! I took his picture by stalking him! nyehehe.....

And another picture of him doing his things!

Finally, *poof* a Happy Ending! this is SHEN!

THE END!

What's most important is what's important..THEY are important, who made my Life worth living! They've made me important by living in this universe, because out of BILLIONS of people in this world, WE were fated to meet and live together, therefore, THEY are worth to be treasured :)

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REMINDER for myself!

IGNORE THIS POST as THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ALL OF YOU..JUST A PIECE OF POST TO WASTE THE SPACE IN MY BLOG AND TO OCCUPY MY BRAIN WITH THESE REMINDERS

-English Comprehension and Activity Book
-EST! Find about HomoSapiens (we,the HUMANS are classified under homosapien)
-Biology Assessment in N&E and Cheek cells in Book A
-SPBT Form (filled with numbers)
-Sejarah (notes on chapter one)
-Tuition add maths homework
-Learn on Chemistry
-Add maths Question TEN (don't know how to do..stuck half way)
-Civic (wawasan diri and ways to achieve them)

-The end-

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Something is deadly wrong in me..i dont know what am i thinking..i dont know what am i doing..i dont know what am i talking..i dont know what is right and wrong that often misunderstand..Someone who is indicisive about personal stuff..Someone who doesnt know how to think..Someone who doesnt know what to say what on the right timing..that often causes "hurricane" in the end of my day..A way of reducing my moody day is to SLEEP as i will forget 80% of the things today, tomorrow! But they often haunt me back..NOSTALGIC is what i call..Or REFLECTION is what some people call..Sometimes i do reflect about things that happened..whether it is sad or happy..Unfortunately, almost 70% of them is something Unhappy! Does that mean my life is problematic or am i problematic on adapting with changes in life? POSITIVE THINKER is what i used to be..This year...2008 somehow begins with a very hectic life in school..Maybe i was too stressed about stuffs there..Or was i thinking too much about something that i should not think about? What should i do? Find someone to lean on (my shen)? or to just sleep and sleep and sleep without being worried of anything!!??

♥ My World My Life

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I can tell when you came,

Nothing will ever be the same,

It's obvious that you were made,

To be by me to finish my duet,

like water flowing down cascade,

We were made together for a minuet...

My poems are simple,

Yet meaningful,

Just like you are simple,

Yet beautiful,

And everytime you appear so skillful,

By making me feel very useful,

And not to mention so JOYFUL!

How much sugar do i have to eat,

Only i can get to be as sweet as you,

You are the reason why my heart beat,

Because no one can love me like you do!

U make me sway,

Everyday and Everyway!!

It is not unusual to fall in love with you,

Because meeting you is like a dream come true,

Now i keep your picture by my bed,

And all i hear is what you said...

I love you...

Slowly you enter my heart,

Loving you is like an art,

Coz you blinded me from the start,

That's why i never want us apart!

You are the only person i can find,

Just so perfect and fine,

You are always on my mind,

Especially now when you are mine!

I know I am lame

But the way you say my name,

No one can say it the same,

And set my heart flame!

Even though recently only i want you to be mine,

I am obsessed and i just wanna be by you everytime,

And i don't ever wanna lose dis feeling,

Coz it's the only thing that keeps me moving,

Only you can bring out the best in me,

That is why by your side is all i wanna be,

I am truly, madly, deeply in love with you,

And i hope that's how you feel about me too!

Nice and sweet poems created by someone special staying and being stuck in my inbox, 4eva is what they can be! Something that will always remain here,my heart and in my mobile phone ;)

♥ My World My Life

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i am feeling as though the education system now is retarded..! Whether it is the system to be blamed or the teachers who's being robotic enough to give us piles and piles of homework thinking that we're equally "ROBOTIC" as them, i still feel, Homework is a part of revision..Not to torture students..!! And why does a secondary school need so many days for the students to stay back? Almost every day im in school from 6.30am till 5pm..im so sick of it..! Off to school, homework and homework and homework, stay back, come back finish up homework, go back to sch the next day and the list goes on like a ROUTINE..and everything i do is about school! even DREAMIBG is about school! OMG!! O.O

Moreover,Why is Civic only applied to the science students and not to all form4 students? it is plainly not fair that we gotta stay back 3 days a week just for that extra subject..Plus we are all not learning that subject willingly as it is something similar to moral! Whatever it is, i shall stop whining and stop complaining about school! I shall enjoy it!

Today, i was too tensed with my school work that i accidentally released my mood to shen..Maybe i wasn't in a mood to talk..but i tried very hard to talk to him nicely, but failed! As a result, he left the conversation earlier than i am supposed to! Fine enough..I am not gonna say anything or comment anything about this..Just let it be and see how it goes as my brain's already torturing me.. causing me to fall ill and still not recovered since 4 days ago..

till then, i need some rest now.... -.-
Toodles! Nighty Night!

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8:13 PM

♥ 04 January 2008

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i seem not to understand why on heaven do we need to memorize "nilai" for moral when we actually need to enhance our characteristics by practising morality instead of plain memorizing something! Precisely trying to ask "WHAT COULD A NILAI or would i say it as WORDS could do us in our daily life as a better person?

Anybody can answer me?????

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11:02 PM

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THIS IS MY 70th POST! and im gonna make this important and meaningful to me this year!

-Nilai-nilai Moral yang perlu dihafal untuk diuji pada hari selasa yang akan datang-
*sigh*

1.1 Kepercayaan Kepada TUHAN (make it my Buddha XP)
* Keyakinan wujudnya Tuhan sebagai PENCIPTA ALAM dan mematuhi segala SURUHANNYA berlandaskan PEGANGAN AGAMA masing-masing selaras dengan PRINSIP RUKUN NEGARA.

dad and mom = Tuhan
I shall believe the presence of my parents who brought me here (pencipta alam) and follow what they say (suruhanNya) by following the law of MORALITY and 5 rukun negara XP

1.2 Amanah
*Sikap bertanggungjawab yang boleh menimbulkan KEPERCAYAAN dan KEYAKINAN orang lain.

I am responsible therefore ppl trust me..and with that they are confident in me..
(sesuatu kerja yang diamanahkan kepada kita untuk diselesaikan...cth: bendahari diamanahkan agar tidak mencuri duit yang dikutip)

1.3 Harga Diri
*Keupayaan dan keyakinan diri agar mampu MEMULIA dan MENJAGA MARUAH DIRI dalam KEHIDUPAN.

The ability and the confidence to be "mulia" and i shall take good care of my body (maruah diri) in Life!

1.4 Bertanggungjawab (sesuatu peranan yang dipertanggungjawabkan - sama ada dari segi peranan sbj seorang anak ataupun peranan mempunyai sebarang jawatan)
*Kesanggupan diri seseorang untuk MEMIKUL dan MELAKSANAKAN TUGAS serta KEWAJIPAN dengan SEMPURNA.

willing to CARRY my heavy bag (memikul) and then finish up my homework (laksanakan tugas) as it is my responsibility (kewajipan) to finish it up perfectly (sempurna)

1.5 Hemah Tinggi
*BERADAP SOPAN dan BERBUDI PEKERTI MULIA dalam PERGAULAN SEHARIAN.

i shall behave politely to everybody in my daily social life..I shall talk politely (beradap sopan) to my friends..Greet teacher GOOD MORNING! (berbudi pekerti)

1.6 Toleransi
*Kesanggupan BERTOLAK ANSUR, SABAR dan MENGAWAL DIRI bagi mengelakkan berlakunya PERTELINGKAHAN dan PERSELISIHAN FAHAM demi KESEJAHTERAAN HIDUP.

willing to push (BERTOLAK ansur) my pressure down so that i'll be patient and will be able to control myself so that no misunderstanding will happen..with that my life very SEJAHTERA!

-The End for Today-

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11:02 PM

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The secret of success in life is for us to be ready for our opportunity when it comes

Let's make it through for SUCCESSES in life!!

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11:02 PM

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I WONDER

How does it feel like losing your parents/ your so called loves ones whether it is someone who is related to you or even your kalyana mitra (spiritural friends)..or even someone whom you know although the bond wasnt deep enough to be cared much..

HOW DOES IT EVER FEELS LIKE IF YOUR LOVED ONES...~~DIE~~?

I am too afraid to experience this..Something that im not prepared to face if it ~~ever happens~~..

It is as though OUT OF SUDDEN nobody is there to support your base..Nobody is there to be your shelter anymore..Nobody is there to nourish you with the necessity we need in life..

Parents are like God who has been there for us all the time..I believe no matter how much flaws a child has, they will somehow still be the apple of their parent's eye..How sweet? And therefore, how could we possibly live without them? How could we possibly live without the endless care and love they've showed for decades?

My greatest desire in life is to leave before my loved ones..If only "NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE" turns real..something which is so realistic that even miracles like that can blend into that sayings for me..like buddha once said..Nothing is permanent in life, so....shall we not be too attached over something?

I WONDER...!

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11:02 PM

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Feeling blue when the stars are over shadowed by the clouds..
Feeling down - it is not the way i should be as i do constantly feed my mind with positive thoughts..Yet i do fail by maintaining them this time..

Drizzles falling from the sky (if only the drops of water can make me feel alright), breezy night (if only the wind can chill me down) BUT i am still widely awake knowing that the fact wont change!!

Such a disappointment to my day as it was a great start but ended up with a "MOODY" statement..

My shen actually lose the pendant i gave to him few days ago..Hoping that he wears it everytime and anytime - just a small reminder to him about me! & also to be there to guide him through hard times knowing that i'll always be there by his side! Unfortunately, life's simply not fair..My hope shattered just like that..Now all that i hope is shen's chain will just appear *poof* as miracles do happen at times :)

psst: always remember that we are close to each other by heart! *hearts*

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11:02 PM

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Its a new start for the year 08'

everything seems alright in form4! a little excited to proceed with my science subjects though..not knowing whats gonna happen next...or not knowing what are we gonna learn next as most of the subjects are new! something real new to be introduced to an ex form3 student! :P A NOOB PERSON LIKE ME! therefore, i shall work hard to score well! im sure shen will be there to guide me through..right? *muaxie*

i'll just hope for the best and nothing more..there is this ONE poem i learned during EST today..It is something that will push me through hard times and challenges im about to face with full confidence..To make sure i dont fall easily!

I am only ONE (sounds so depressing and LONELY..The only "dot" you could ever find in the entire universe)
But i am ONE! (in the whole universe, you only have one wenyuin which is me! even god created diff thumb prints for diff ppl..that proves how unique we are as a human)
I cant do everything (everything is very subjective)
But i can do something (at least to contribute a little thing..without this little thing, a big thing wont happen)
What i can do,
i ought to do..
and what i ought to do,
by the grace of god (we ask for help to overcome challenges that cannot be seen)
I WILL DO!

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11:02 PM

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I turn off the radio..the rhythms stopped when i began to realize the lines of the lyric..I played back the song, and the rhythms of the song goes into my mind playing the beats of the background knowing that things can only be seen when the world seems Nothing to me..

I've been noticing qualities my shen have in himself lately..Not knowing he had special talents in him..whether it was born naturally or was it inherited..Nothing changes him as a "perfect" man till today..Yet, people do say Nobody's perfect! Is he the 'Nobody'? or is there something lack in him that i cannot see..as quoted "LoVe iS BlinD"..I guess he made me blind when nobody else did..Of course not physically blinded by him though..If that ever happens, He's in a deep Shyt! haha..Even so, i wouldn't mind being in the dark because i know he will always be there to stand up for me and be my guiding light!

When I was hurt physically or mentally, When I was heartbroken, When I was down...
The 1st person who stood up for me was him! He Him He He Him Him! Although it will cost him a fortune for calling me just to make sure i am alright, i felt the warmth in him that made me calm..And after that, back to the happy penguin everybody would ever know especially Shen! ^^

He took the trouble to send me to the pharmacy to get me medicine when i was not feeling well..Eventhough he did not show much that he actually cared, but i know deeply inside his heart, he do care everything about me! Not like i dont :) When I injured myself, he seems to be the one protecting me most of the time..Making me feel weak and kiddy around him..But because of him around me, I am now strong yet still a childish girl (too mature very boring you know?)

With him around, i can sleep well too..Feeling so warm, so protected & feeling so secured knowing that i wont get hurt with him by my side, feeling so cared and of cuz being so luved! Sometimes, i missed him so much that i do call him in the middle of the night at times..Or should i say EARLY in the morning? 4am perhaps? XP I might sound a little crazy but i cant help it..But that's not the point because most of the time he's not asleep though it's already 4am..! After cutting the line, I would somehow smile when his voice is playing in my mind throughout the night.. and then eventually slept off without realizing.. definitely a SWEET dream after that!

Memories with him could not be erased no matter what..
Memories with him are meant to be kept forever..
and i hope i would not ERASE the memories FOREVER :)

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11:02 PM

♥ 02 January 2008

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I seldom post about how bad i feel although i own this blog to post whateva i like...
But now im feeling bad over something..lotsa things in fact..
I guess today aint a good day for me....

*ignore this post if possible*
A post that i simply just wan2 TYPE as deeply inside my heart i simply feeling NOT OKAY!
Hope this will make me better! or maybe not?!?! maybe time cures everything..Or maybe tomorrow will be a better day?

Dilemma over tuitions i wanna take..
The fear i have in me to face the teachers i have as my biology and chemistry subject..
Shen's not feeling alright..

These three factors itself is doing nothing although i've been trying hard to call up the tuition teachers,trying to face the fact that i have them as my bio and chem teacher + trying to make shen to feel better..

Such a FAILURE yet im not gonna give up!

GO GO WENYUIN...! YOU CAN DO IT...!

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9:25 PM

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Different people have different ways of doing things..Am i Wrong or Am i Right?
Today is the 1st day of school..
Yet, i am feeling a little exhausted already..
Looking at my schedule/time table, i can faint on the spot..everyday stay back except Thursday! what a life!!!!! Anyway, 3rd of Jan is something i've been waiting for since TWO WEEKS AGO! not because of school reopen, but it is because my Shen is back from australia..
Yea, pretty excited but my day ended up...DOOMED!
Helpless....!

I am doubting if i should continue blogging or not...Thinking of stopping yet thinking of continuing as i've been started blogging since i met shen..! He inspires me to blog..i guess i did not talk much about the "someone" who gave me the inspiration to post eh?!?! *sigh*

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9:25 PM

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I BEGAN TO REALIZE THINGS AROUND ME..

i realized when i looked up to the sky from my dad's car, Birds do FLY! yet some flew in a group, some flew all alone..Thinking that we as a human, is the same too! If we want people to be around us, we must first blend into the group and not simply just blaming other people for abandoning us..Although at times we might get abandoned, but how we treat people is how they treat us..People don't change, is just that how our mind sees them changing..

Difference between the characteristics, manner, behavior and thinking of boys and girls causing lots of troubles in a relationship..Simply because both parties wanting their partner to understand and adapt with their very own character, manners, behaviors or thinkings..It is not easy because the way we were brought up as a girl or boy are both different ways..To understand an opposite sex takes time!

HUMAN..the word human is like the short form of "humiliating"..According to the definition of the dictionary,
Humiliating means = lowering the pride, self-respect, or dignity of a person..
How often we see people Gossiping and talking bad about others rather than Praising a person sincerely? Naturally, we as human are always not satisfied with what we have and often comparing ourselves with others..It is okay if we compare to improve..But most of the time we compare and got ourselves envious over what they have..In other words, JEALOUSY..Jealousy itself causes hatred..hatred itself causing scandals & murders in this century lately..
People often trust something blindly without having the prove..These are the one causing lots of TROUBLE in this world..which sometimes can also lead to war..

Looks and words can be very deceptive..We often judge a book by its cover..same goes to the reality..we often judge a person by its look! A person appearance itself is "lethal" ..It is the killer of a man or woman to have two bf/gf at once which always causes them into trouble in the end.. Are you sure ugly ones are always the dirty and rude ones? Are you sure the pretty and handsome ones always possess the best courtesy? think twice..don't ever judge people by its look..! Get to know a person better..I'm sure it is often right to judge people by the inner beauty which is the CONTENT :)

Big things are often hard to be reached yet small things are easily possessed..Its just like us wanting to get ourselves on the MOON! We still need to get a rocket with a high speed despite the Moon being BIG! But the trees around us is so small and they all can be easily reached eventhough we use a bicycle..Therefore, to gain something big, we need to sacrifice and put in the most effort..!

Money is a particular form or denomination of currency..Money ain't everything..But almost everything needs money! IF we look at another point of view, money can't buy love, care, relationship..But if you don't have money, Nobody is even dare to go near you except for your own family..Poor people often discriminated and looked down in societies too..! So, are you sure money is not everything? Yes, money is important but always remember..........We must control money, not money control us..!

Communication is something we need to be able to stand up high in this society..It involves listening and talking skills..Not only the skill itself, but also to be distinctive in both of the skills..with a good listening and talking skills, we often attract people around us..Speaking and listening is not something we possessed since we were born but it is something we learn during the process of growing up..

A good food doesnt mean the dish consists of high quality of vegetables..But a good food depends on the GOOD COOK itself!

Everything in this world is unpredictable and impermanence..Example that i can give is like the natural disaster..disasters are something we cant predict when and where it will and can happen..When it happens, everything is being washed out..Vanished, just like that! People struggling with no houses, money, shirts or food...Therefore, we should be happy that we have all of them now..Cherish each and every single thing we have before it is too late because always remember, they are not permanent..Don't ever be too attached with something because once we lose them, we seem to lose everything!

-LIVE AS IF TODAY IS THE LAST DAY-

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9:25 PM