I turn off the radio..the
rhythms stopped when i began to realize the
lines of the lyric..I
played back the song, and the rhythms of the song goes into my mind
playing the beats of the background knowing that things can only be seen when the
world seems Nothing to me..
I've been noticing
qualities my shen have in himself lately..Not knowing he had
special talents in him..whether it was
born naturally or was it inherited..Nothing changes him as a "perfect" man till today..Yet, people do say Nobody's perfect!
Is he the 'Nobody'? or is there something lack in him that i cannot see..as quoted "
LoVe iS BlinD"..I guess he made me blind when nobody else did..Of course not physically blinded by him though..If that ever happens, He's in a deep Shyt! haha..Even so, i wouldn't mind being in the dark because i know he will always be there to stand up for me and be my
guiding light!
When I was
hurt physically or mentally, When I was
heartbroken, When I was
down...The 1st person who stood up for me was him!
He Him He He Him Him! Although it will cost him a fortune for calling me just to make sure i am alright, i felt the
warmth in him that made me calm..And after that, back to the happy penguin everybody would ever know especially Shen! ^^
He took the trouble to send me to the pharmacy to get me medicine when i was not feeling well..Eventhough he did not show much that he actually cared, but i know deeply inside his heart,
he do care everything about me! Not like i dont :) When I injured myself, he seems to be
the one protecting me most of the time..Making me feel
weak and
kiddy around him..But because of him around me, I am now
strong yet still a
childish girl (too mature very boring you know?)
With him around, i can
sleep well too..
Feeling so warm, so protected & feeling so secured knowing that i wont get hurt with him by my side, feeling so cared and of cuz being so luved! Sometimes, i missed him so much that i do call him in the middle of the night at times..Or should i say EARLY in the morning? 4am perhaps? XP I might sound a little crazy but i cant help it..But that's not the point because most of the time he's not asleep though it's already 4am..! After cutting the line, I would somehow
smile when his voice is playing in my mind throughout the night.. and then eventually slept off without realizing.. definitely a
SWEET dream after that!
Memories with him
could not be erased no matter what..
Memories with him are meant to be
kept forever..
and i hope i would not
ERASE the memories
FOREVER :)