A POST POSTED AS A REPLY TO MY SISTER'S BLOG
Thanks for that post sister..Looks like it is specially dedicated for me huh? since it is, then i shall make one for you too! :)
Anyway, yes, looking at other people feeling happy makes me happy because it shows that I succeed of fulfiling my goal in life, which is ...
DON'T THINK WHAT OTHERS CAN DO FOR YOU BUT WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR OTHERS!
With them being happy, it will automatically create a happy environment..And that will benefit more than ONE..so why not?
In fact, i agree with you...At times, i care too much about other people's feeling that i often abandon my own..I am always down at the wrong time i guess because most of the time i could not find anyone to talk to..Even my own shen was being emo, who else can i seek for? Everyone i share my secrets and feelings with are the ones who made me feel down..with that, i give it a *BIG SIGH*..i cant do much..The only think i can do is to STAY STRONG! staying strong physically and mentally makes my heart weak..I am a human too! i do have feelings too..i do need people to care when i am down too..but where did everybody go? yesterday i received an UNWANTED sms by *not to be named* (A BOY who i HATED MOST-i seldom hate people you know..but he's one of a kind who i hated most...and he's the most not gentleman and childish boy despite his age on earth..) but who cares about a spoilt brat like him..the arguments that matters till today is the one i had with shen and you (forgiven and forgotten though ^^).. That added deep scars into me..
11.22am ...3/2/2008..The blogger's still feeling BLUE~
Anyway, because of you around sis, i can express 90% of my feelings most of the time..Thanks for listening although i know some of my stories are dumb XP But you DID listen..i still remember the memories we had when we were young..Playing "masak-masak" together..Pretending that we're in a bus on a swing together..! Pretending that we're a sales girl selling things that we found in "ama's house"! all that memories are meaningful to me..Because of that I can consider myself lucky to have such a great childhood life :)
Yes, i know im annoying and irritating when i was young..You know la, being the youngest and being young at that period of time, a person wont know how to think for others YET...! I remember once when you took a pillow on the crouch and pressed it on my face without knowing that i will suffocate..That makes me wonder "what kind of sis i actually HAD?" *laughs*..Thank god nothing happened!
Because if something happened, TAY FAMILY IS NO MORE COMPLETE...haha..*touch wood*
No matter what it is, PAST IS WHAT WE SHOULD FORGET AND FORGIVE, PRESENT IS WHAT WE SHOULD LIVE ON, AND FUTURE IS WHAT WE SHOULD THINK ABOUT...
and i 100% agree with ONE of your phrase!
"TAY FAMILY ROCKZ!"
-keep going- ^^
For Everyone Out There, A Brother Of Mine Got Me Strong By Sending Me A Phrase From His Friend..I Find It Useful For All The Negative Thinkers Like Me (present)..Therefore, I Shall Share This With You...
"if u manage to overcome all the difficulties, you will be stronger"
BUT it will not be easy, because it requires determination and patience
I shall bare that in mind..
shout out "DIFFICULTIES MADE ME STRONG! SO WHY AFRAID TO BATTLE? FACE IT AND I'LL BE STRONG IN FUTURE TO FACE THE WORLD"