His smile, His laughter
Ever since the 1st day I saw him, laughter is all I can get from him. Isn't laughter's the best medicine rather than taking medicine when you're sick? No wonder he's forever strong..Out of 10 times, he only gets sick once unlike me who had gotten myself sick for 9 out of 10 times?
Something I crave most is to see him smiling and to see him laughing..That is the very main reason I love seeing him happy! I would do the stupidest thing ever just to make him happy..Silly or Whacky? It doesn't really matter anymore XP
OF COURSE I LOVE LIVELY ENVIRONMENT!
With him around, everything seems fine..Everything seems lively..Everything seems out of control in a good way..Going through lives seems mundane and dull without his voice around..Amazing huh? Maybe because he possesses a very loud voice?
I could still remember the night when we had our SDC (sayonara development camp)..We actually played a "so called creepy" game whereby they do put you ALONE under the dark..ALONE!!! under the DARK with you blindfolded! Yeah, it's him and JinHuat who organized that game..That's when he lead me to the dark corner..I admit I was afraid! I acted strong and brave, but I ended up embarrassing myself by not letting him go..He gave an evil *laugh* and told me "don't worry, everything would be alright!" I was relieved after hearing that from him somehow..I thought for awhile, and talked to myself, 'why did I actually felt that way?' I don't usually feel relaxed easily with a guy I don't really know..or would I describe him as "stranger" at that mean time..
There were at times I do wonder, why does he always have to laugh that loud? But when I came across with an answer saying that he's happy, everything seems perfectly fine!
I do remember the moments when he accidentally slept around me or were pretending to sleep..The face of him asleep is simply adorable..I could remember those times when we had our very 1st movie marathon together! So happen, it was his little pet sister's birthday..Not to say little, she's the same age as me :( Anyway, he went out at 12 to celebrate her birthday..The door was opened at 3am..We were all shocked..We thought it was not a human being..! U know what I mean..But what I saw was HIS FACE! His smiling face...Awh~! Happy but sad at the same time knowing that he brought back a girl with him..Ya la Ya la..I admit I jealous..If I am not, then I am Not Normal! XP
His alarm rang on 6am..
Off he went to send his little sis back..Riiiinnnggg! It was 8.30am when I woke up..Maybe the crouch wasn't comfortable enough for me to drool for the whole morning..Or maybe because I knew he wasn't beside me asleep? I woke up..Expecting to see him in the room..Looking here and there, and I couldn't spot him anywhere..so, I decided to walk upstairs to see if he's there..*poof* He's there asleep, SNORING! Gosh, I wish I could stare at him sleeping for the whole day..As cute as a pig sleeping~*smiles* I was relieved knowing that he's safe back..Yeah, I could not get him out of my mind after that..Obviously that shows you that I was widely awake after looking at him! Sokyeng then woke up and that's when we started playing PSP! And out of sudden, he came down and slept in that room, hugging my big pillow (it is about his body size)..Awh~! another cute scene! ^^
If I were to write every single thing about him, it would be endless..but once again, who cares??? XD
Everything about him makes me happy! And if someone's happy, what would that person do? Smile and Laugh right? Owh, now I know why I've been smiling more than usual lately! I guess I found my clown, my guilding angel...
At times, people do argue over little things..But nothing, and I really mean NOTHING, can ever change the fact that I still do love seeing him smiling and laughing..Therefore, I don't mind people looking at me just because he LAUGHS OUT LOUD..I would proudly say "I KNOW HIM" instead of looking away and say "I DONT KNOW HIM!"
Hey, I think he's the gift of god to bring me laughter ya know? ^^
Things have been changing alot recently..But I believe, perserverance will however bring it to a success. God will help those who help themselves..That is why I gotta work hard to improve things up because I believe in miracle..I've found one miracle, and I would love to pursue another miracle for the betterment of our future. I hope nothing brings me down!
*LoveYouSilentlyWhenMyHeartIsBreakingSilently*
I would love seeing you smiling-laughing all over again :)