As I reached upon my purse to get my coins out of the tiny hole, moments of being loved haunted! It reminded me of how much I was being loved and yet, it all went down the drain due to misunderstanding..Strongly or mainly the cause was from a teen yet still childish on her thinking who does not how to think straight..Well, I dug the hole to get my 10 cent coins out..And I suddenly felt PAPERS..As I looked through the hole, I found TWO rm1 notes folded into heart shapes..That's when I realize, how much of moments we shared when we were together..Whether it was a short or long period of time, but we never took every second for granted because that is when we shared everything together..Positively doing something and NOT negatively arguing over something..(does it make any sense to you?) Anyway, this is what the papers look like..Although they are simply just RM1 note, but hey, it is contagious man..Yeah, containing memories that I've never gained before..But it is something that I would like to share and spread about..


I remember us doing this when we were in Sunway Pyramid waiting for our movie..! XD
What more to say but touched?? People often say "better late than never"..So does that mean if something has gone far wayyyy tooo late, but yet it can still be fixed? Oh gosh, I so wish this to happen.. I do believe with a phrase which goes like this..."you'll never know what you've got till you lose them"..! Well, it is somewhat true~~~
I was way to bored that I decided to browse through the internet..Bloggie, facebook, checking my mails, finding infos for my school work and most of all friendster..I encountered something very touchie again..He did not delete some of our meaningful pics in his fwensta..And again, I took another step..Which is to steal some of the pics he had there XP

One by him and One by me..Guess which is whose? I still keep it by my side..And every night before I am asleep, I would open the jar and looked through the messages he wrote inside :)

And of course, a graffiti made by him..Can You Read Them? If you can't, then it is only for me to know and for you to don't know..hehehe (being the meanie girl as always XP)
Well, I have no idea why am I posting this, but I guess it was because I am nostalgic!!!! It is something that always lead me to depression ..And with that, I blog to express myself..I realize I do keep my feelings to myself when it comes to depression..Mainly because I dowana drag another person down the ocean and get her/him drowned with me..Besides that, by expressing myself out to him/her directly, Im afraid that I might burst out in tears..I might look strong and optimistic, (as some of my fwens describe me that way) but when it comes to feelings, I am simply just weak..That's when I get myself a blog..TO TALK ABOUT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING I want without having much feedback or advice..I used to have someone to rely on..I used to whine and complain everything to him..But not today.....So shall I make full use of this SPOT? I wish I could rely on him once again..I peeped through his blog and *poof* , finally his blog was updated..! Missing any of his post is something that will never ever happen..Nah, I am not a stalker..I just want to understand him better..Well well well........I guess he's currently in a stress mode..NEGATIVE stress mode..Making myself relying on him is not a right choice afterall eh? I guess I was the one putting more stress to him instead..I shall refrain myself
from disturbing him..! Or I'll kill and hate myself..Nobody knows what the future holds, I would now just pray for the BEST!

DO know that you're always in my heart..
in times of trouble and need, you'd always have me..
Just so you read this..
With that, Take Care!
I thank a million for having such a great gift from god~
Greatest gift of all perhaps? :)