She had been noticing what he had done behind her back..She just did not want to admit, how much he cared for her till today (I guess).. Mainly because she knew her heart is pretty much fragile and she knew she would easily fall on something if she doesn't take good care of her fragile heart.. Being the soft-hearted girl as always, she often lose her firm decision and direction easily.. To prevent herself from losing them, she prevented herself from believing how much he would care for her.. Afterall, she felt insecured giving away her heart as she was hurt before..She simply doesn't want it to repeat anymore..To repeat the same mistake is being a fool..! Unfortunately, she bound into the simplest mistake again recently.. Which is thought to be a wise decision by giving a new try in a new life and yet it was crashed into a trash finally.. He silently supported her from the back, but is it possible to hear a soul's footsteps? It can still be heard if a person crept into another person's arm..Just like another person whispering to you..You could at least hear them..
Obviously it was hard to deny that she still does have him in her heart..But what more can she do if he does not respond much? Being the one who was not meant together..Spices planted was then taken good care till it growed..Out of sudden, the wind blew them hard..The soft and fragile plants struggled without having a strong base..After struggling hard trying to live, they finally gave up and wilt - leaving the ground empty..
So why care if he doesn't really care for her?
Even if he cared, would she know if he does not express them out?
Do you express them if you care for a person?
I've once read a book "The Hidden Messages Of Water"..
There is this japanese guy who went doing research about water..And he discovered that water can actually form crystal..Crystal can be formed when positive words are written and wrapped around the glass of water..A complete and wonderful crystal can be formed..Crystal can also be formed when people began to speak and praise the water by saying "I Love You"..while the water being exposed to the words "You Fool" couldn't form any crystal in the water..The glass of water which was being IGNORED equally couldn't form any..
This shows how important attention is towards somebody..So if he really cared, show her like how positive people show positive things to water..Then I am sure she'll be much better than just a wonderful crystal that will bring laughter to everybody..Isn't it?? She was once as hard as a rock..As still as a calm water..As straight as a stick..Yet, she tried so hard to improve..Improve to a sky which is large enough to give everything spaces like the sun and rainbow..To let them shine her world..She once found the brightest sun in her life..It was then shedded by the mountain which overwhelmed both of their feelings..She hated how ignorant she was..And she hated how much he affected her..Till the end of the day, Everything was kept in their heart and nobody knows what the truth really is..
Sadly, the truth is still unrevealed - leaving an empty ending in the chapters of their story..
Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none!!
However..Before I end my post..I would love to share with all of you a very very meaningful story..It somehow touched my heart and it inspires me to move on in my life..It goes like this....
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man, unfortunately has to spend all his time lying down on his bed. The two men talked for hours on end. They shared stories with each other and spoke about almost anything under the sun. And every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing all the things he could see through the window to his roommate. The man begin to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and colour of the world outside.
The window overlooked the park with a lovely lake, ducks and swans swam in the lake with little childrens running around. Young lovers walked arm-in-arm amidst flowers of every colour of the rainbow. A fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. As the man go on describing the world outside, the man on the other side would close his eyes and imagine the picture scene. One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn't hear any band, he could see in his mind's eye as his friend portrayed it with descriptive words.
Days and weeks passed. One morning, the man by the side of the window passed away. The other man was saddened by the loss of his close mate. After a month has passed, he requested for a switch to the bed next to the window where his friend had described wonderful things out there. The nurse was happy to make the switch and after making sure he was comfortable, he was left alone.
Slowly and painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it for himself. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside his bed. To his surprise, it faced a BLANK WALL! The man asked the nurse what could have made his deceased roommate described such wonderful things outside the window. The nurse responded that the man was actually blind and could not even see the wall. She added....
"Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you"
To all of you who are still clueless about your future direction, don't give up on looking them because I believe one day you'll find the truth that will perfectly fit your life!
Buddha once said.. "What can be seen has no forms but what cannot be seen has forms!"