A little moment

I still remember how I counted down for her return..
A moment when this "home" waited for her to come back...
A place to be paced by her footsteps once again..
A moment of hope which finally came true..
And Now.....
An indescribable feeling which crept into my very own self..
A moment of heart break..
A moment of despair to bring her back..
My heart t0re as she glanced back..
with a heavy-hearted look..
A moment when my sister and mummy cried..
I weeped when my heart's breaking silently..
"Safe journey and I am waiting for your next return during Ah Ma's birthday"
We will miss you, always..
And hey, show the world your sweetest smile despite of your work stress there..
Because you'll always have us here, just for YOU!
Remember that =)
*My sister left AGAIN to pursue her better career life in Ireland..Gosh..How much I miss her laughter and jokes*
I need a little space to express myself before I would burst out crying..
Nostalgic over memories I had in the past as I walked towards Brickfields today..
Procession wasn't good this year..
Everything did not went well
Maybe it was the excitement I had to complete the walk again this year..Just like how I did for the past 2 years..
Unfortunately, my mission failed this year..
Again, my heart broke into pieces for no apparent reason..
Maybe I was thinking too much..
(or maybe I simply missed him - I wished he would be there to end the walk with me)
Unfortunately, everything didn't seem to happen..
And here I am to pen down this disappointing day..Just like the author of don't sweat over a small stuff said, "pen down your feelings once in a while to make yourself feel better"
Whether it is to show gratitude towards something, or to pen them down and to forget them after they are being expressed..
I am here to pen both..I have a lovely family (my highest gratitude) and I wanna forget how much I weeped silently today..Right away~!