THE WORD 'TAHNIAH'Obviously I was selected for NS..I have no idea what to feel or how to express what I am feeling..But I am definitely giving weird responses..The first thing I did when I saw my name was............HAHAHAHAHA..Gosh..I laughed at my own name and IC..I can't believe it..The government once said that they will most probably pick the inactive people for it..I 'believed' them so I planned to take my driving lessons after SPM..Planning to work for that break to earn some money and of course to give myself a pat after suffering for a year by going some Pulau with my friends..! Now? SHATTERED DREAMS!
Basically I can do a lot without NS..
But lets see..
My positive mind says when I am there.........
1. I will be a better person
2. I will meet more friends
3. I learn to be independent
4. I lean new skills
5. Get more Vitamin D for my skin
6. I can be a tougher girl..All prepared to be a woman..
Quote Pn Shanthy : Tough time does not last, but tough people do.Contrary, my negative mind is constantly telling me....
1. I'll constipate there - I have lots of constipating problem (I heard that the food there is very OILY and SPICY)
2. I'll become like an Indian when I come back..it's gonna take 'forever' to be fair again
3. I can't make calls home during weekdays
4. I'm afraid I will be celebrating my birthday there..WITHOUT MY FAMILY!
5. 3 months of no TV and no Computer..
6. When other people is doing tough physical activity, I will be sitting aside watching them play due to my old knee injury..
JOY..until now, I am still quite speechless..Don't know what to feel..................................